The Weight of Time
The weight of Time
presses against my shoulder,
urging me forward,
on, and on,
toward what end,
I could never imagine,
I only know Time will not wait.
I started that as a post on a poetry blog last May. I may or may not finish it. Maybe it is finished. I don't think so though...
I was feeling this pressure of time slipping away, like I was missing out on my kid's childhoods, always saying "maybe next year," knowing there are only precious few of those years before they are grown and living their own lives. (And that I would never finish writing a book.) We were fortunate at that time to be in a position where I could leave my job to stay home, so I did.
There is still the pressure of time. Getting to school. Getting homework done. Filling in the holes the dog digs. Editing the sequel to The Shadow Watcher. It's a different kind of weight, one I don't mind carrying. Speaking of editing, I'm going to get back to it now...
Enough rambling for one night. I hope yours is beautiful!